from hell

Whatever took place is replaced by another
another emotion you can't seem to smother
The only toxin that's left in your brain
Is the will to cut away whatever can be drained
Take the blood from your veins so the endorfine will flow
try to forget things you never wanted to know

See the blood flowing, your mind going far
not enough time to carress the scars
tearing up skin before it has closed
where it will stop just nobody knows

Drying the pools from your arms they fall on your skirt
realizing that even like this people don't see you hurt
Awaiting the time you won't need it anymore
when you realize it's too late and you fall to the floor

You'd never rise to heaven with all of it's lies
then fall down to hell because you can't fly
But you stop down at earth to pay back it's dues

That what has cradled in her for years now is let loose
ignorance and pain come out in a sweep
while you storm through bodies that are now forming heaps
Bathing in blood she quenches her thirst
She still feels the aching but no longer hurts
getting fed by the flames she quenches her hunger
To rule now in fury, just brighter and stronger...

poem

For those who dreamed and those who seemed to be there in the way,
that tugged aside from public hide
and breathe indoors all day
Who deam to be for public need not meet fraternity
and bleed in colours day and night for so it is to be.
For colors fly within the brain and painful equities.
I mind forboden to it’s space to rest within this confined cage
that existance proved to say was laced with silver cutlery.
Keep from whaling solid mind for all the walls and tragic doors,
they too be cast aside, but alas and nay such hollow pain
for what they cure must have a name and so you’re

Qualified Insane

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